28. Emotional about the end.

I've been surprisingly emotional. I think I'm totally overwhelmed by it all right now. I have a sadness that the pregnancy is nearly over, which surprises me, because I have not enjoyed it at all. Except seeing and feeling them all wriggling around of course. But I realised that I think this sadness is me being protective. They are safe in here, and it's really frightening thinking that we are going to expose them to the outside world.

I'm also really sad about saying goodbye to Jack. I have only spent 1 short night away from him in his 2 years and 4 months. James keeps saying "and me!??". And of course him, but he will be there loads and I can call and text him whenever I want. Jack isn't exactly a conversationalist on the phone. 




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